Oh Valentine

Help me, I’ve disconnected
But I still see you, hear you, feel you, is that you? Who are you?
Just a warm blanket, just the illusion of security just a promise to connect my head to my heart
This lost art
Of love actual love, will catch up to this cat and mouse contest, undo the score you kept
Do you want to win this badly?
Will you settle for a draw?
I just like to play, I like the pursuit
I like longing for you, whoever you were, here you are, my own self constructed entity to tease, to hide, to ignore, to repeat
I know you’re in there
You showed me once, this enchanted delusion, false conclusion, you promised me
Unbinding words, unclear terms
I knew it all along, I should have stopped you